First off, I am not looking for a roleplay, I want to have fun, interesting and naughty chats with you. German or English is both fine and I respond to both private messages and chat.

I am now almost thirty and as far as I can remember back, Ive always somehow got myself into situations that were embarrassing and/or humiliating for me. I am clumsy and often lost in my thoughts, my mind not where it should be, but somehow I also seem to be a magnet for being embarrassed. Sometimes I believe that its sort of "karma", since I definitely get turned on by these situations. Not always right when it happens, but if not that, then afterwards, I always get unbelievably turned on. I will share two of my experiences further below so you have a better idea of what I am talking about, but I want to chat about this with you. Maybe you experienced similar stuff, or witnessed it, or maybe you fantasize about things like that. Either way, feel free to share your thoughts and experiences, and of course we can also chat about what could happen, though even if it is fictional, I want it to stay believable and realistic.

Experience 1

A few years ago I was at a public swimming pool and my friend had to leave early, so I stayed alone. I was wearing a bikini that had a kind of bad fit and after swimming a few rounds went to one of those big water slides. I think everyone here in Germany knows them, I am not sure about other countries though, but they were these round tubes with blinking lights in between and sometimes completely dark, and you picked up quite a lot of speed in there. So I went in there, and somehow, I didnt even really notice losing it during the ride, I arrived at the bottom without my bikini. Not just the top, but my bottom was gone too. I tried to wait for it to come down and did my best to shield myself from view, but two problems; I couldnt stay in that little pool at the bottom of the slide long because others would slide right into me, and my bikini seemed to be lost in the void since it didnt come down at all. And everywhere around me were people, it definitely felt like they were staring and laughing at me, especially some groups of men. I had no idea what to do and kinda just sat there in a corner, hoping that my bikini would appear at some point. After what felt like an eternity, a young woman came to me with a big towel and gave it to me so I could walk to where my bags were and then get changed. I went to the changing cabins, the first thing I did was not getting dressed though, as soon as I had some privacy I immediately started fingering myself until I came right there, before getting dressed and leaving that place.

Experience 2:

I met up with a hookup partner at a hotel, and while we (or I) originally only planned this to be "normal" sex, we got a bit carried away until there was a lot of bondage, spanking, whipping and similar stuff involved. Now, I definitely wasnt quiet while he used me like that and quite sincerely begged him to stop, he tied me up a bit later so my ankles and wrists were tied to the four corners of the bed and gagged me. He was just about to fuck me when there was a rather forceful knock on the door and the police were there, asking if everything was alright since someone heard screaming and obviously thought someone was held against their will here. My partner, instead of explaining what was going on, invited them in to see for themselves, so these two policemen saw me, completely naked and bruised, tied and gagged, and they just smirked at each other and told us to carry on before leaving. I felt so ashamed, but the sex that followed was definitely better than most times before with him.

If you want to chat, please give me something to reply to. Dont just say "I liked your post, want to chat?". If you have experiences of your own, share them, if not, you can always tell me what you thought when you read this, or ask me questions, just give me something to reply to please.