We all have secret, terrible things that we think that we instantly recognize are so dark and make us feel so embarrassed and ashamed that we suppress them and keep them under lock and key within our mind. I know you just instantly thought of yours and yet you're scared even to confess them anonymously .

Well, I'm interested in your darkest, worst thoughts both intellectually and sexually. There's no hiding here. I want you to disrobe and make yourself as vulnerable as you've ever been, take a deep breath and make the leap of confessing the worst things you've ever thought to someone you don't know, and who may or may not judge you for them.

Why me? And why trust me? Well, underlying the Greek ceremonies called the Eleucinian mysteries was the premise of a sort of mutual blackmail: You share your darkest secret thoughts with me and I'll share mine, and so we'll be able to check each other. All the more exciting given the risk i could, in theory, be someone you know, no? So, by its nature this post will be a out mutual exchange.

We're all damaged, we all have traumas, we all bear guilt, and we all have insecurities. And we've all thought something awful in our lives. Maybe it will be cathartic for you.

So, in your reply, to get started, share with me these things:

1) your general persona, who you are, anything worth knowing about you,

2) your greatest sexual strength and weakness

3) your worst, most embarrassing or darkest intellectual, political non-sexual belief about the world

4) your darkest or worse sexual thought, fantasy, fetish or desire that you feel ashamed of having

5) your insecurity, fear or trauma you find most embarrassing