i’ve been questioning for awhile now if my transition was a trauma response. i don’t feel connected to either gender even though i was born female. i started feeling wrong when i hit puberty really early and wouldn’t want to wear feminine things or be seen as feminine. after years of therapy and counseling, i started HRT at 15, got my legal shit changed, and had top surgery at 16. im now 20 and i’m questioning everything i’ve ever believed. i have trans and nonbinary friends and i support them more than anything but i feel like i fucked up. i went off hormones about 9-10 months ago because i got in an abusive relationship where the guy saw me as a girl anyway and then i got sent to rehab and the rehab took away my testosterone when i wanted to get back on it. i live in mens housing but it doesn’t feel right and it definitely wouldn’t feel right being in women’s housing either.