-extreme lack of sense of self or personal identity

-extreme constant feeling of emptiness

-constantly changing oneself and identity to fit what you think others want

-intense fear of abandonment, feeling intense loneliness often and wanting constant reassurance

-extreme jealousy of others

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these symptoms left for me when i was transitioning as a transman and its making me want to transition back because nothing else has helped me with the symptoms except transitioning. nothing. not my years of therapy, not meds, nothing. i still dont know why transitioning helped it. but its making me want to transition again. i have been successfully off T for 4 whole weeks now. for health reasons and fear or regretting my choice, and so many doubts. but now im already feeling like i cant stay off it anymore.