After an emotional Easter holiday I’m staring at my phone and trauma dumping to strangers on the internet. Hi, I’m a person, nice to meet you. My day has been pretty bad and I don’t know what to do about it. To begin my grandparents, who I lived with for most of my childhood, have taken every item that I owned and shoved it into my former bedroom. It wouldn’t have really bothered me if it was just clothes and such but they took my cups from their cabinets to “make space” even when they could have just used them. It almost feels like they don’t want any reminders of me around. I know I’m probably reading into it to deeply but it still hurt my feelings nonetheless. Next, my parents, more specifically, my mother, as my father is kind of unwelcoming and not helpful, who essentially sided with my grandparents and saw nothing wrong with it. But this isn’t my only problem with them. My entire life I have felt like nothing I could do is good enough and that I should be great fun they even provide the basic necessities for me. Lately there has been a large financial burden in our household and though I know it boils down to their love of credit cards it honestly feels as though it’s my fault. Simply because they spend more money to buy enough food to feed me daily. I used to live with my grandparents and only eat here a few days a week, which if I went back to may help ease the money problem. But I can’t move back in with my grandparents as all I feel is constantly that I’m unwanted and that my opinions are dumb and not respected in any manner. So I’m stuck feeling as though I’m financially draining my family, while working through student teaching and being unable to do much. My question is what do I do to stop feeling like this? I know one solution would be to move out entirely but I’m not in a financial position to do that at this moment and do not feel like I will be for possibly a year. Any suggestions are appreciated! And thank you for taking the time to read my trauma dump as I don’t have anyone else to talk to.