I started university 5 years ago and I went through a lot, I had a breakdown because depression, started therapy, taking the wrong meds, I have been through a pandemic, which doesn't help, I developed PTSD, my diagnosis changed recently from Borderline personality disorder to OCD , and I'm feeling stuck... Recently I had a bad crisis cause I feel like I must drop the university, I did only 3 exams in 5 years, all in the first year and before my breakdown, now I can study just an hour each day cause my brain doesn't have so much energy but I'm 24 I see all my peers who are healthy and successful , they go on, they have their life and I'm still here studying one hour cause my brain doesn't work, it's so sad and frustrating, I hate it, I used to be good at school and everyone was expecting me to be perfect at university too, now my family only talk about my sister future, like I don't have one, my family it's highly dysfunctional and I know it but it hurts. Someone is in my situation or was in my situation? I need to know if I still have a future or if I'm just a failure, I need to know if all the strength I put in fighting with depression it's worthy.