So I’m just honestly kinda Grey towards everything that happening right now where my depression kicks it self up to 11 just so I don’t know how to feel. Let me explain

So I’m an 18 male about to go to college I should be happy I got into such a good school and i can use things like tinder and other adult ish items. Then the news comes on, pro trump rally raids the fucking congress building and all hell let’s loose I can help but state feeling nothing as my mind absorbs all of the chaos and I just can’t stop myself it’s everywhere, and I fear civil war 2 or ssm like that may be among us. Idk I could honestly just use a friend or anything like that right now or at least help understanding what will actually happen