Or if you'll call it that. I want to share how in some cases my mom would treat me like I'm the stupidest, no-worth of a daughter. No matter what I do to help in the housr everything seems to be wrong. When she has fits I always were to blame because I'm always there. I cannot communicate properly because she would say always that it's talking back to her (I'm almost 23) it's like I don't have the right to speak or be angry but deep down I am so full of emotion. Through time I just got better at it and kept a poker face while holding back tears and then later when the outburst is finished I would always reflect and think about maybe if I could just disappear like kill myself would that be better no more sufering for her for me. I also thought that I and my two other siblings are quite lucky because we're a conplete family I just don't know if my mother including me has already been neck-deep in some type of depression or whatever. I just wanted to know how to handle it I don't want to be oblverly depressed because of her verbap abuse. She might not realize it because she's always been that way yelling and accusing of how unsatisfied she is. I don't know any more. Please help.