So I’ve come to this recent realization that I’m the only person that seems myself as a bad person. I currently live with my now ex wife. I have now admitted to being unintentionally mentally abusive. She has every right to hate me but says she will forgive me (not going to get back together with me) but more importantly, I should forgive myself. I can’t seem to do that though.

I have an anger problem that comes out on the ones closest to me, on top of that, I have formed a nasty habit of turning it around in her. After some time in therapy and her having the courage to stand up to the scumbag that I am, I honestly see what I have been doing and see how terrible I really am.

But here’s the thing, she says she believes it has never been intentional, and it really hasn’t, and she says that she doesn’t think I’m a bad person, but I do. Hell, her friends even wanna stay friends with me after I get a handle on my anger.

Now, ontop if always being my worst crust if in every aspect of life, I also see myself as a terrible person.

Now to clarify, I NEVER physically abused her, I would never lay a hand on her like that. I know this paints me in a bad light, exactly as I see myself, but I NEVER hit her.