I feel like I'm all alone, I know it's a silly thing to be upset over but I hate being alone, it feels like everyone is eventually gonna leave me in the dust and... I don't want to live like that at all. Whats the point in living if everyone is gonna leave me? I lost my only irl friend over some silly argument that I didnt even partake in. Over a decade of constant good memories have been turned sour, I can't find a group of friends I feel comfortable in because of this issue. I messed things up with my girlfriend so I can't go back to the friend group. I just... Don't know what to do... I'm so introverted I struggle with making friends. I fucked up my chance with my job so I can't even go to work and spend time around people. I... I just want to end everything...