I can not for the life of me find a path to financial security, I’m stuck working low level jobs that get me nowhere and break my body. College never worked out and now I can’t afford to rent anywhere in the country so I don’t know what I’m going to do. I’m stressed and depressed to the point of feeling physically sick. Suicidal thoughts running through my head all day, it’s always been my plan b and I’ve now failed at everything else so I guess I should stop putting it off. What’s the point? I’m miserable, hate my life, can’t see a way out of my situation and into something better. I don’t have any reason or motivation to go on.