I understand everyone has issues and that there's bad things happening all over the world, but I just am at a breaking point. I am 18, I have Cronns disease and the medication I need is outrageous. My mom and dad are not in the picture currently and the rest of my family is scattered throughout other places. I have a job, I am barely affording rent, and I am a hard worker, but I am still in the midst of applying for disability. the mental hospital is not an option right now, as I am the only one that is able to take care of me or afford my medication. I have turned to sex work, and selling photos and videos online and it's like nothing is working. I believe in God, and I don't know if its advice I need or is there even anything I can do in this situation right now? there's only so many times I can donate plasma a week and I still have things I need to be able to afford. I already have BPD and GAD and I am already coming out of pocket for those medications already. Any help is greatly appreciated.