So hmm if any of you remember my post from yesterday I got really down so yeah but I decided I don't need to end it I'll succed not for anyone else but myself so I applied for a job in boise ID it's about an hrs drive from where I live and I'm nervous but excited if all goes well inmight not need to use this as a place to vent about myself but a place I can start trying to help I'm extremely nervous but hopeful I can get it and the pay specially for an 18 year old is pretty good too 74 to 174k a year it sounds to good to be true but I hope it's real caus either need a job so that I can finally start living a life instead of being a fat sack of shit and thus is a dumb question but is there anyone here who would like a workout buddy in idaho I need to workout some and if I have a buddy it makes me less self conscious