So you know I'll admit I have a problem with talking to people correctly but when most of the people you grew around treated you kind of like shit you tend to pick up their habits so here's the sitch I just finished vacuuming the house for my parents I've said maybe 8 sentences to them so far I got up at 10am and now it's 12:36 am so she starts her show and I feel like I recognized one of the actors so I asked didn't even finish my damn sentence before she tells me to shut up and not even in a nice way she raises her voice as if I've been bothering her all day so I say sorry jeez next thing I knew she threw her fu king glasses at my arm hurt like hell she jumps my ass about how I treat her but I treat her how they treated me and then goes on to say I'm lucky she didn't have anything heavier it would have been worse like what in the actual hell so I'm sitting trying not to cry for an 18 year old guy should I be crying over hurt feelings no but I'm emotional so sue me so here I am just trying to figure out is this normal for me and my family and I'm trying to decide have I paid them back all I've owed them over the years my thought process is this get a decent job like working at Walmart or a grocery store and move the fuck out after I graduate honestly I've been thinking of a permanent solution to this but I think im overexagerating my problem sometimes I want to end it but honestly wouldn't be worth the hassle I mean think of the clean up whoever has to clean up my mess depending on how I go out so I'm just gonna push through how I can but honestly I'd like someones opinion on this am I being a big baby or not I'd like an honest opinion please