I have persevered more than typical adults, consecutively since I can remember. I force my self to maintain a semi-respectable daily routine But I fall short at jobs every time and I don’t know what to do anymore. Jobless since june/2021 .

Everyday comes w new struggles negative outlooks. Thus forcing my mind to tremain empt as to avoid anxiety attacks as well. These small tidbits are not even a chip off the n iceberg.

I have never had an issue finding and getting jobs in the past.

Hitting Rock bottom is not the the end “only Up from here” nope! I’ve been hurtling through the Abyss for a few years now but my mental health is under control but yet I still can not maintain the standards for jobs as I am slow, ADHD combined type, sleep disorders, Generalized Anxiety Disorder, major depressive disorder and then quite a few physical issues as well which came from not having insurance for so many years but also the stress day after day year after year.

I have no clue how I’m going to pay any of my bills at the bare minimum. I’d also like to actually enjoy life some how. Financial security and freedom.

I have not many friends. 2 to be exact both don’t live close.

My family is no help. I was always the caretaker for them.

What’s the pint in even trying anymore :(

Cog in a machine, keep the rich, rich and the poor, poor.

Everyday I just st want to throw up and doctors are not helpful :(