To be completely honest I hate my life but because I have a couple people who would be heartbroken if I ever decided to take my life they would not be the same I decided to continue to live for them, but there’s this constant voice in the back of my head telling me that I’m useless and only bringing those I’m close to down.while I’m still able to know that those thoughts are just illusions I still can’t help but fell that overall I’m an annoyance and a total let down to those I love. Most the time I wish I hadn’t been born so not a single soul could of been let down by me. While I’m not in any mindset to to anything rash or permanent I still feel like a waste of space and view myself as a useless member of society.

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