First of all English isn’t my first language so I’m sorry for any mistakes. I’m leo (short of my name) ,22, 5th year medical student in university. Before few months i lost my bestfriends because of some argument ,we used to be together all the time in uni and out it ,set together talk laugh and study together from the first year of uni till the emd of the 4th year, we went through arguments when I felt that they were try to leave me alone ,talk to each other while I’m standing and ignoring me , i was upset , it happened alot ,finally I decided to leave them and be alone

Also i lost the girl i liked for 3 years after i had crush on her and we were close friends,i asked her if she loves me twice, her answer was unclear,(i know why because we are from different religions ),but I thought love will change her mind ,i know it’s not easy to be in love with someone from different religion,but I said i will accept the challenge for her and i will sacrifice for her , but she didn’t do anything for me , just said (it won’t work) …

i feel really bad when i stand alone in uni for a long time ,while I’m watching other people standing with each other ,why no one want to stand or set with me!!

I think I have a bad luck in everything, I wish i can have a car but I can’t, i beg my parents to give me one they ignore me, i tried to make my own money by selling online but it didn’t work,I wish to be in love but no girl wants to be with me ,I wish i can have friends but I don’t…

I know that what I wrote doesn’t describe what I’m going through but I did my best and maybe this is the first time i talk about it …