I am currently unemployed, though I have an interview coming up soon. Unfortunately it’s not for a job I want, it’s gonna be a bit of a commute, seems like it will be sorta tough, and doesn’t seem like it would be fulfilling. I feel like I have to take the job though and accept having a job I don’t like, because I need to better my situation, but I don’t honestly think my situation will get any better. I don’t ever see myself being happy or content, or even just mildly successful, I feel like I will always be less than others, and will never be happy with my life let alone just what I do for a living. I don’t want to work but at least if it was work that gave back to the world or was easy and could do from home. And it all seems so pointless to work a job I don’t like for 40 or more hours a week for the next 30-40 years just to then finally have time for myself then die. I don’t have any college education so my options are a little more limited, and the cliche thing people say is to find something you love, then figure out how to make money with it, but it’s not a guarantee or it would take time, plus it’s difficult to say that when because of depression I’m not really sure what I love. My hobbies are essentially doing nothing, and there’s no way to get paid for that so idk. How am I supposed to look forward to life and feel like I can be successful or just happy in a job/career, when right now I barely feel like I’ll make it to a month from now