honestly think I might kill myself after my grandparents die

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I just don't see how I can live another 50 years. A family friend just committed suicide and I can see how much it's tearing them down, so I'm holding on as best I can. I wish I could say I could hold on for my siblings and my dad, but I barely feel like I'm holding on now. I really wish I could stop feeling this way. I honestly hate myself for being so pathetic and weak. I don't want to hurt my family but I have no idea how I can live a normal life at this point. Any advice on how to get out of this mentality.

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