This is a long string of terrible events and I appreciate anyone who finds the time to read this.

Earlier last year I moved out of an apartment I was subletting in Brooklyn, NY since I was unable to find work in my field and an affordable apartment. I then moved to Ocean City, MD where my sister-in-law owns a restaurant I'd be working at for the summer. I worked there 7 days a week and another job 6 days a week until late October. I was able to save up money to buy myself a car and I saw this as turning my life around for the better. I had money, a new car, and a plan to finally have control of my life.

I leave Ocean City in my new car but since I had bought the car in Deleware I had to transfer the title to drive the car to my mom's place in NY. The car is modified so it didn't pass inspection so I decided to to just use my 30-day temp registration to get it back to NY and then send the plates back to Maryland. Then I'd get my title in the mail and register it in NY.

They tell me the title will take a month so I didn't mind because I planned on visiting my brother in St.Louis for two weeks anyways. I get back to NY in November and fast forward to today and I still haven't got my title from Maryland. What had happened is that they sent it to the wrong address and I wasn't informed. I call every day and they tell me to wait. I've done all I can but now all they say is to wait and wait.

I now have two weeks to move out of my parents house. I can't even sell the car because I don't have the title. I have no job and my savings are becoming real low. I'm really stuck and I don't know what to do. I plan on moving to NYC because I don't need a car down there but at the same time it's hard to get a job down there when you don't live down there and it's hard to get a place down there when you don't have a job down there.

I've been really reclusive lately and I haven't really hung or seen my friends since I've been back. I hardly leave the house and two years ago I was very close to committing suicide because of being in a very similar situation. I'm really struggling and my motivation is the lower than I could ever imagine.

I don't know if this'll help to put this here but man I'm down bad and I feel so lost and forgotten. I think it is because of I was so excited for new life after working my ass off all summer to now. Just a huge let down.