I wonder a lot about why I feel like I dont really have any friends, and I also wonder why its so hard for me to find the right people for me. Like I dont really got anyone who I talk to on a personal level everyday like everyone else I know. No one really checks up on me, the only time I ever talk to anyone is if I message first, I dont what I do wrong or what Im missing as a person, or maybe I just have too high of expectations or maybe Ive just been unlucky really. I dont know what it is. Just so confused because I dont understand what I do wrong or if I do anything wrong. I mean Im always supportive, I check on friends when they go quiet or express when theyre feeling down on say social media, I try to be there for them if they feel lonely. All the time tho, it just feels one sided. I dont know if thats my fault for expecting the same effort, and I dont know if Im even in the wrong for wanting the same effort in return ☹️.

I just wanna know why its so hard for me to make friends, it sucks feeling lonely 😞