I used to be really resistant to taking antidepressants because I learned they can make you gain weight and one of the things I really struggle with is body image but I reached one of the lowest points of my life a couple of months ago that finally forced me to re-evaluate. I started Prozac (40mg) a little over 5 weeks ago and I truthfully haven’t felt this good since before the pandemic began. I feel like I’m finding myself again and my mood isn’t so volatile anymore. I know medication and psychiatrists aren’t accessible for everyone, but I’d encourage you to at least try it out if you can (especially if you’re struggling with a few different things like anxiety and ADHD along with the Depression)! My life really fell apart before I was finally pushed into trying it out, so I hope others can learn from my experience before things to start get really bad.