I’m 22, male and from Brisbane Australia.

I don’t really know fully how to explain it but I haven’t liked my life for a few years now. There’s times where I quite enjoy it but it always crashes. I continuously get used by girls because of how nice I am and each time it gets harder cause I feel like I shouldn’t put myself out there like that. I’m tired of being alone and would like nothing more than to find someone I can start planning a life with. But I don’t know how many more times I can let myself be treated this way before I end up ending it all. I’ve been depressed for a few years now and have basically lost interest in everything. Due to being stuck at home from a work injury it doesn’t help cause I’m stuck with my thoughts all day.