Bit of a long post...

It's been about 3 months, I've feeling very alone. Probably the most alone I've ever felt, no matter what I do, no matter who I talk to, im told to just throw myself into conversations or gatherings, it'll help me feel better. I've tried on more than one occasion to do so, and still I feel as though I don't vibe/connect with anyone around me. Keeping myself secluded in my room is the only time I feel not so alone. I domt know what to do anymore. I dont know how to make things better for me, or anything honestly.. I always feel like whoever I'm around just doesn't want me around. I feel shunned by the very people who claim they care about me. It's hard to want to even get up in the morning for work. I feel like I'm falling into the abyss, and I don't know how to get out. I guess I need different people to talk to? Change of scenery? I've tried that but I guess trying again won't kill me.