I’ve become co-dependant on my gf, needy and it’s pushing her away.

We are in an open relationship and have been for a while, before wasn’t a problem, until it was.

I’ve been getting extremely jealous because I’m not 100% myself right now.

And I think she’s at her limit of me acting like unexcited about life.

She’s seriously considering breaking it up. I’m resentful for some exeperinces we had, even though everything was within the agreements.

And well, I don’t know. I’ve been extremely down.

She went to her therapist who specializes in open relationship, and has told her I’m manipulating her. And well.. fuck I don’t know, I thought I wasn’t, I was just really fucking depressed. I don’t eat, not excited for gym, tv or anything. I work and I sleep.

I’ve been insulting myself a lot this week. And well I’ve been hurtinf myself, having mood swings, and just overwhelmed by daily tasks.

I have therapy in a couple of days

I don’t know, just venting out. I feel I should break it off just to save face, but that’s not s good reason.

And I was very excited for all the things we had planned to do in the future

Anybody in this boat.