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I just feel like I need to vent this out before I have a mental breakdown randomly.
I'm currently operating on "auto pilot" mode, meaning I just wake up, go to work/school, go home, go to sleep and that's it. I don't even remember what happened during my commute everyday. I tried to have fun, I tried to distract myself but I just feel so blank. Nothing is enjoyable anymore, not games, not movies, not foods, rather than living I'm just surviving.
I don't see myself in a better position than right now, it's just this till death. I'll graduate soon and I know it won't be any different.
I just don't know how much longer I can operate on "auto pilot" until my "battery" runs out.
P/s: If anyone is reading this, I hope you're doing well.
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