So recently I was talking to my dad, (m16) and we got in a discussion about grades and all that. Me being an overdramatic pessimistic person made a big deal about nothing, then he called me out for always being poor me and blaming my issues on anything but me and I admit I have been, but not on purpose. Or I try not to on purpose. But now that I’m taking a step back I realized I messed up, by blowing it way out of proportion. And it’s happened before and I didn’t really do anything to fix it. Well now I’m trying to. I don’t really have like a tell my parents everything kind of trust with them but I have a good relationship with them. And for a little while I’ve kinda been either depressed or quick to anger and stuff like that. And I get it may be from like hormones and stuff but it’s been going on for a while since like 7th grade, I’m in 10th now. And one of the reasons I don’t want to tell them is because I’m scared of how they’ll react. When I told some “friends” about it they told me to stop being so dramatic and get over it you’re fine. And another reason I don’t think it’s hormones and all that is because it’s not just depression it’s low self esteem and always playing the victim card which I know is wrong and I’m trying to fix it and I think the way to do that is to get some help but I’m scared to see how they react. I know I sound selfish and horrible and like I deserve this and I’m sure I do and I’m sure I’ll be told this but I really need suggestions. Thanks for reading sorry for complaining