I hope I don't come across as light, but I feel like my problems are relatively light compared to other's, but I feel like I have picked up from bottom, but I have no interest in anything except what is needed for work, travel after this is all over, work towards citizenship in another country, maybe dabbling with VR once I have more resources (programming them)and looking into a new asset class. I have also done some reading, but that has taken a nose dive as well. To make matters worse my hobbies have either gotten too political or too mainstream and it annoys me to no end. I feel like there is no haven for me just to be me. Also as mentioned in the title I tried to go back for CS and my motivation just went out the window, but I also had an exam for work so I am trying not to be too hard on myself. What does worry me is that except for a few things I am burnt out on everything and even the things I like are not that fulfilling (working towards citizenship and the new asset class are the two most exciting out of those). I also want to sort out a programming I have been developing and want to commercialize but again my motivation is out the window for most projects. Perhaps I need inspiration or need to do more reading as the current world seems very tight lid on anything outside the norm.