Have you ever felt that you are happy till you see something that you want and dont have. You try to be content with what you dont have. Force your self to be happy but it only drive you deeper into a desperate state of mind. Start craving the missing pieces to the point that you start lien, cheat, or steal to get it. It only drive you deeper into darkness for this is not who you are. Dont even know your self any more. Turn a blind eye to who you become to hide the monster you have become to only realize that true happiness, will never be in your grasp. Tell the truth and you have nothing. Keep lien and drive your self deeper. How deep can one go befor the pressure is to much. Why can i not be happy with what had. Do the right thing and loose what not rightfully mind. Who cares if im happy. No one cares, its a dog eat dog world and i refuse to play the game. Happiness just not for me. One day i will be free from this concept of happiness. ONE DAY!!!!!!!