I'm heading out rn. I'm doing this now while I have a little motivation else I never will. I'm posting a tldr which I'll expand on properly when I get back. Sorry if it's lacking rn.

Tl;dr : 28M. Never had a job. No friends. Failed out of college. My parents ruined my life and continue to do so day by day. I have vowed to leave their house for a decade now, but my depression and their narc control over me have made sure of the opposite. I can't get out.

I am damaged in every sense. Never had a normal anything (family, love, childhood, youth). They fucked me up really bad, but I can't take it anymore.

I truly want happiness, but I can't seem to get out of this toxic place.

Help me please