This is the first time in my life in a longtime where I've had a long stretch of doing well overall. I'm just worried about if it's gonna go downhill. Its always been the case where I do well for a bit then things go badly so I feel like that's gonna happen. But I really hope it wont. I really hope my recent track record is an indication of turning a new leaf, rather than switching between two leaves. I go back to school in a month and that's one of the things that really messed me up because I was getting high all the time, my sleep was messed up and I wasn't eating (I have ibs and can't eat school food so I had to cook for myself all the time). I've been sober for a while, I'm better at cooking for myself, I'll have my own kitchen and bathroom rather than communal and I'm on a good sleep schedule right now which is good, but there's still lots of room for me to get off track and I'm scared. I don't want to fall back into my old habits but I also think I want to try to go back to school. Idk. I'm just scared my good streak will be thrown away and I'll be wasting my time at school.