lifes been going super well recently, like amazing. but of course that never lasts for long. I got in a very small wreck 2 weeks ago but it was nothing and I could still drive my car. but then, last night, I got in a really bad wreck. we smashed together. I hit my head and have a lotta bruises. it was terrifying. if they didnt move over a bit, they would've hit and probably killed me. that though scares me a lot. I also had my cousin with me. I have more injuries than her but I still feel so fucking bad. they blamed me even though I know it was the other drivers fault, so our insurance covers their car but not our own. so now I have no way to go to work and drive to school. I feel like I'm gonna start getting depressed like I used to be. i just keep thinking about how things could have gone differently, but theres nothing I can do now. idk what to do.