I am at a point where I know that I have no worth in my life, I do nothing with it and I’m just lazy. No matter how much I try to change how I am I always just regress back to being lazy, I feel like I have nothing I want to do in life and I think I would make the disappointment easier on my family by just offing myself, I’ve called myself a creative as an excuse to make myself feel better but all my words and pieces are nothing but plagiarised from shows, films and books, I’m nothing in this world and I feel like I would be nothing no matter what, I’m sat staring at some pills I was given to help with my depression and I think they will help by ending it forever, I’m just being selfish at this point and not making everyone else’s lives easier by not taking them. I know that life could get better but I’m not expecting it to get better for someone who is lazy and depressed if they won’t do anything with their own life, I know what I need to do but I am still a coward