I thought I(31f) was doing better. But my mom for the past 2 hours said a lot of things to me...that are all true about myself. I didn't even try to defend or say positive things about myself, I just took it. Because I don't care anymore. Shes right about everything she said...and it just feels like I suck as a person, as a daughter, as a human. Tonight was the first time in a long time that I had intrusive thoughts about just being done. I'm feeling like a failure and I'm feeling my depression that I was holding together with medication is surfacing again. And my anxiety too. I hate this feeling. I hate that I have to wake up in the morning.