Letting it pull me down

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I wish I didn’t exist. I’m fine when I’m busy or with people but as soon as I’m not it’s like I’m drowned in emptiness. And I know how to swim but why? Why save myself? Is there really any fucking point to me being alive?

I wish no one cared. I wish I could just end it all and not have to worry about others. I wish every breath I take would be my last.

I just feel so fucking worthless and pathetic.

I wish I could get rid of everything and just leave. First leave everyone who knows me and then leave this pathetic vessel that is me.

Here’s to another night alone and in the dark.

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