I don't really have a history of depression but after recent events with my ex fiance, I'm struggling to be excited about anything. I've moved to a new city in a new state, to be closer to my best friend and his family, who I've only met 6 months ago from the original place I'm from. Moved 770 miles after my breakup. He's got me into an amazing career field that most people dream of, or go-to school for. I've got a new amazing apartment and I've never been able to afford to live on my own, now I can. And this is the nicest place I've ever lived. Literally dreams of living in a place where I'm at now. But as I walk around exploring the new areas, decorating my new place I can't help but feel so alone and sad. Like I've lost apart of myself because of my breakup. I've been trying to date, with some success and no one makes me feel the way she did. I'm not sure what I'm asking, just wanted to tell someone. I hope it gets better.