These days all I can do is lay down and keep thinking.. I can't eat, my heart feels heavy most of the times.. Few weeks ago my aunt who was like a mother to me left this world after fighting cancer for almost one and a half year.. It all happened so unexpectedly.. Then my girlfriend broke up with me.. I tried everything to make it better, but I kept pushing her and she ended up blocking me.. now I'm all by myself.. I've never felt or handled a situation like this before.. but I know one thing for sure.. that is I'm going to fight it and come out on top.. I used to be such a strong and positive person, but due to all that happened in recent events I lost myself somewhere.. fuck life, if you get down.. you have to get up again. I'm only 20, I have my whole life in front of me.. I can't let this keep me down.. all my family and friends are making effort to pull me out of this, and I'm disappointing them by just being this way.. I've had enough. It's time I get my head straight and fight this with all I got. I want to be a bett you person than this and I will man up! I just need some support.. it's so difficult sometimes.. I keep thinking and thinking.. any tips on how I can keep my head clear?