Just like the title said...my family is slowly falling apart because of financial problems we’re dealing with.

I’m trying everything I can to get every scholarships out there so that my parents don’t have to worry about my tuition anymore and just live a life without worrying about money. I can feel the tension rising in my family...my mom is so stressed that she constantly reminds me of how fucking poor we are and I should be thankful that she let me studied abroad while my dad is trying to hide their financial problems and told me to focused on getting a degree. Every time I called them, the same shit happened every damn time...my mom would talk about money and my dad told me to ignore what my mom said and then they had a big fight.

I’m also trying to maintain a 3.5 gpa while applying for more scholarships. I’m so depressed and tired that I forgot to eat sometimes, sometime I even cry out of consciousness

Fuck I’m crying again. Thank you for letting me rant about my problems