I am sorry about the length of this post, I don't know if I'm just venting or what but I need to put this somewhere.

So a little back story, I was in a LDR (Long Distance Relationship) with a girl she is out in Cali and I'm in Fla. We dated in high school over 10 years ago. She got back in contact with me over the summer. We started talking and everything was incredibly great. I went out to visit her and it was fantastic. After I left we decided that I would move out to Cali to be with her and her daughter. Right before I was suppose to move, her work got in the way and she couldn't come out to get me. We still talked not as much. Well she got sick and hasn't been feeling well since, it's a serious disease. She had her grandmother with her at the time and her mother came to visit her for Christmas. Well after they left early this year she got really distant with me and I tried to find out what was going on. Finally she told me we couldn't be together anymore, though said I didn't do anything wrong. For a few weeks she didn't reply to me, but recently has been talking to me again. Sunday we talked about me possibly coming out to see her at the end of the month. I sent her flowers for tomorrow.

Well with everything that has been going on I decided I might need some real professional help. My school offers free consoling help and I made an appointment. I have been going for two weeks now, and they sent me to talk to a physiologist to see if I needed meds. I haven't been able to find out if I do yet but the way she was talking it sounded like she wanted to give me meds. I will find out next week. Anyway I have been feeling rather down this week thanks to the holiday tomorrow, and rather anxious. Today, just a little bit ago, I got a call from my sister to tell me that she is pregnant. While I am happy for her I just broke down in tears after I got off the phone with her. I just feel like everyone else is doing good and happy, and I'm about to break.......

TLDR: I have been having a very rough few months and after everything my sisters big news about being pregnant caused me to just break down even further then the last few months..........