I really could use a friend, or even to know that someone heard/read this. I am on the verge of tears constantly. My life has been falling apart since I graduated high school on 2008.

The one person I have ever cared about dumped me August of last year after 7 years of being with me. She was the nicest person, and would give me the best advice ever. she was smart and she knew how to make me feel better. Then she took her backpacking trip to Europe. And cheated on me with two Australian guys. And left me because of 'the better people out there.'

Backtracking now, out of high school I was a wreck, mainly because I didn't really have future plans, and the whole senior year was a blur. And then it ended, and I was left, friendless, aside from my SO. And then she started to become distant and my gut told me she wanted to leave, but I really couldn't stand losing the last person in my life.

Fast forward, and here I am. 24 years old, recently lost my dead-end job, and working through a temp agency with no money until this coming Friday. Hungry and alone in this place is not have I imagined being 'grown up' would be like, but maybe I'm just naive. I've said it before, but it's not being alone in life that makes me so upset, it's the being alone that takes its toll on me. Sometimes it seems that I'm not worth saving from myself, that the world is turning and I am stuck, standing still. I don't have anyone else to talk to, and I'd perhaps like someone to tell me I'm not crazy for being this depressive ball of flesh. Or a new friend. Or an online buddy I can talk to, or play games with, or anything just to get through these rough times?

I am new here, but if someone would like to talk, even if it's private in PM or through skype or steam, I would appreciate it more than I can put into words.

Help me? Please.