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Hello, I’m 17 M and a full time apprentice. I hate me life and I want to kill myself. From the outside I have a good life, loving girlfriend, a house and a stable family(somewhat) but i can’t seem to stop being incredibly upset and just wanting to hang myself. I’m scared of the future and I’m stressed the fuck out about everything and NO ONE KNOWS ANYTHING and I can’t reach out for help because that’s something i’ve never done. My friend killed herself when she was 14 and ever since then i’ve been fighting for a smile. I look good physically, I take good care of myself and what not but there’s a massive void. Something’s missing and I can’t figure out what it is and honestly I fucking hate myself. My girlfriend and I have been continuously arguing and it’s taking a serious toll on me. Not that I already didn’t but she’s very much adding to the feeling of helplessness. Everything’s too much for me to handle and i’m ready for a million comments telling me I should just be happy and suck it up because I have it good but GO FUCK YOHRSELF BECAUSE ITS JOT ALEAYS WHAT IT LOOK LIKE AND IM POURING OUT FUCKING TEARS EHILE WRITING THIS FUUUCK.

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