I had a terrible childhood, both of my parents had mental illnesses and they caused me a lot of physical and emotional pain and even though I'm going to therapy, I still cannot function properly as a human. I can't make friends or date, nobody finds me attractive. I feel like nobody cares what I have to say. I don't think I'll ever get to have a family of my own. I can't describe the pain I'm feeling rn. It's reduced me to tears in the past, but now all I can feel is anger. No sadness, no tears, just rage at how the world and it's people have treated me. I wish I was born attractive, into a household with two loving parents who didn't take their anger out on me. I wish I could find a woman that finds me attractive. I wish I had a better physique. I wish I had more money. I wish I had better friends. I wish I was smart. I wish I wasn't autistic. I wish I could just...be normal.