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So I (27m) started my fourth attempt at college in January. I had finished most of my degree at another school, so with my transfer credits, I was set to graduate this month.
The Spring semester went fine. I got As and Bs and generally felt ok.
This semester has been different. I've struggled a lot and fell behind in my classes because of it. I just withdrew from all of my classes, including one that is ONLY offered in the Fall, because there was just no way I could pass any of them.
I just feel so dejected. I thought I finally had something going for me. I was so close to actually accomplishing something for the first time in my life, and now I'll have to wait a full year, at which point I'll be fucking 28.
I've spent a lot of my life feeling absolutely useless. That feeling had been gone for a while, but now it's back. I'm pathetic. I'm 27 years old, I live with my parents, I have never had a job, and I have no real skills to speak of. I also have zero friends and totally lack the capability to make any. Aside from my parents, I am totally alone.
Sorry to rant. It just sucks being so close to finally accomplishing something only for it to not work out and that all too familiar feeling of failure and uselessness to return.
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