Now more then ever i’ve come to realize that i have no one. I grew up with 2 siblings and my parents. Growing up i’ve always been convinced i was a mistake and there was something wrong with me but now im realizing that it’s true. I am all the things i’ve been called, others opinion of me is true. Cold hearted, loveless, asshole. No one really cares about anything apart from what you can do for them, what they can take from you without any plans or reciprocation. I think i’m that way because i’ve always been isolated since birth, i can’t relate to anyone, i can’t understand peoples emotions or feelings. I feel crazy and downright exhausted. I’m not sure how to go about life anymore… Mayne i’ll just buy a truck and an rv and live in the middle of nowhere, where i can’t be around anyone to bother them.