Couldn't get up in the morning, just laid there and scrolled through Reddit and YouTube. Was feeling numb. And ended up binge eating a lot of trash food. Over the last couple of days Ive gained back ~1kg. Kind of want to vomit, but have at least that much sanity left to know it would be stupid. I'm was planning to spend the weekend going on the walks and going to the café, but I'm not sure if I will be able to leave house at this point. And probably will be to anxious to go inside. I already ran away from the meetings with my friends multiple times, leaving my house only to end up in another part of the city to avoid meeting them. So I will probably run away from spending my time amongst strangers too