I feel like I'm incredibly ugly, I'm vomitous, anyone who looks at me for more than a minute will feel disgusted.

In my class I'm invisible, I only stand out a little because I have very good grades but it doesn't do me any good, I'm still the ugliest girl in the class. I know that no one in the entire school is in love with me, in my life I have received a confession of love and obviously, neither a boyfriend or girlfriend. I would love to have a loving partner, but I probably never will because I'm horrible and my personality is boring. I'm so pathetic that when someone is the least bit nice to me I feel like they're attracted to me when it's obvious they're not. I'm miserable, I spend the night fantasizing that this person is actually in love with me and finally having a relationship.

I also feel that I am fat although in reality (medically) I am not since I weigh 114 pounds and am 5'35 feet tall but I look wide and I am flat all around, I am not even close to being sexualized.