I’ve been broken up with for about a year and a half. I’ve only been together with them for almost about a year and it’s disappointing that I haven’t moved on. I can’t help but everyday feeling betrayed and just a stab on my heart every time I think about this person. I thought everything we had was great. I trusted him enough to know that he wanted to be with me. And now I feel hurt and insecure that the main reason he broke up with me is my looks. If my looks was such a big deal then why dated me. I feel like after that relationship, my self esteem is at its lowest. I gain 35 pounds and I’m afraid to go outside because the way I look.