Hi everyone that is reading this post.

Life recently has been very difficult and challenging for me(M 25) as I’ve felt that many things weighing on my mind from my outlook in the future to daily life. Recently I attempted to cutting myself at least two times within the month of June as I couldn’t take it anymore.

The issues that’s been bothering me is work, relationships with friends, my partner breaking up with me, and my personal issues that I’m dealing with. All these issues has been ongoing for at least three months or more where in June all these issues intensified to my breaking point.

With all these issues on hand, I’ve just lying down on my bed binge watching shows for two weeks straight - wake up -> watch show(nonstop)-> sleep with only a meal a day without showering or any form of taking care of my personal hygiene. Haven’t been to work for a month

Right now, at times I would just cry out of nowhere, questioning with I want to do with my life, and worrying about my future outlook that has me feeling depressed; venting my frustration with household items until it breaks.

This post is just a summary of my current situation, I would like to share a detailed account in this post but it will be a long one.