Soon i wont have a car, and idk if il be in prison for traffic violations, no money and the thought of family helping me with school to have a career, and they didnt makes me think they were making me pay for my mistakes. Mistakes like accidentsl shooting incidents when i was 4-5 yrs if age and others thereafter. My spine was made into a hunch when i was 4-5 yrs old, and with that kind of parental control, i can't say they were helpful, soo i dont see anyone i believed was family, and soon will be in homeless shelter, idk what to expect, i think my life can be worse, i cant even say if i had children in my teens, or w/anyone thereafter smh