I mean I just can't fucking take it anymore. Life just never ends and the good parts are over in a flash. Once you grow up nobody gives a flying fuck about you and you become society's fucking trashbag.

I just hate this shit. If I died nobody would notice or care. Fuck humanity. I wish everyone would get fucking cancer and suffer. Fucking miserable stupid pricks.

I don't want to do this shit anymore it's so unbelievably pointless and I haven't been happy in God knows how long.

People are unbelievably fake. Act like fucking mentally disabled fucking infants and entitled little fucktards. Fuck them all.

What the fuck did I do to deserve this shit? Everybody just acts like I don't exist. Fuck them all. Why do I have to have these stupid in built needs for affection and then be genetically and socially fucked to the point where nobody will ever love me anyway.

All my dreams are just pipedreams. I've never had any help from anyone or sympathy. All my so called fucking friends just left me for dead, every single fucking time.

Now I'm too old to enjoy anything. Even if something good happened I'm so emotionally dead that I wouldn't even feel good and it would be over anyway and back to the bullshit grind.

Wake up, travel to work, work, travel home, sleep, rinse and fucking repeat. Hate this shit beyond belief. There is no conceivable way this is fucking worth it but I don't have enough capital to fucking ditch this shit life and do anything I actually want.

Fuck this stupid shit. I hope everyone fucking dies. Nobody ever showed me an ounce of fucking sympathy. They just make you feel like a fucking freak.

So fucking done. I just want to break something but I'm too much of a fucking pussy to even do anything. I can't even lash out and release my pent up fucking rage so one day I'll just have a massive heart attack, keel over and die. Hopefully soon.

I want to believe in a higher power but this shit fucking sucks. I can't believe how God fucking awful it gets after you leave school. I thought school was fucking miserable but fuck me I wish I could go back. I would change so many things and not be so fucking anxious about everything. You have no idea how much this stupid little bullshit period of time affects literally the rest of your fucking life, it's just bullshit, complete and utter fucking bullshit.

Just can't take it anymore. Every motherfucking day is the same. I don't want to get up anymore. Just fucking die you stupid sack of meat. Fucking die!

Never got to have any fucking fun when I was younger and I guess it was my fault to an extent but whenever I try to come out if my shell I'm just met by stupid fucking brain-dead cunts who make me feel like a fucking dipshit. Stupid miserable little fucking pieces of shit.

I used to be happy but I was just naive. Growing up has shown me just how stupid and fucking worthless life is and how everything can vanish in a second for no good fucking reason. Good people get fucked over by sociopathic little fucking termites.

The world is run by complete fucking evil cunts. Fuck them all.

I just want to speak to a real fucking person face to face. I'm tired of having this stupid fucking digital proxy bullshit that completely ruins communication and emotional attachment. It's so fucking insane how fucking hard it is just to find someone in real life to talk to. It's just fucked and unfair. What a load of shit.

NOTHING EVER FUCKING CHANGES. THEY TELL YOU TO SELF IMPROVE AND DO THIS AND THAT BUT ITS ALL HORSESHIT. I'M JUST FUCKING SICK OF THIS SHIT.

I used to be a fastidious, hard working person, but this shit is so mind numbing and pointless. I can't wait to fucking croak. Every fucking day man, and you fucking force yourself through it because the alternative is starve and die, which I mean I guess isn't a bad thing but it's hard to fathom not being alive, but what better alternative is there?

I'm sick of being treated like I don't fucking matter. Nobody really matters but they all get treated like humans. I'm sick of being treated like a fucking robot with no fucking emotions and then being told this bullshit makes sense and life is actually great and you need to be more positive Yada fucking yada. LIFE IS FUCKING HORRIBLE. It's so fucking demented. Happy people are 90% spoiled rotten, entitled little cunts who probably regularly shit on people they perceive as lesser than them.

Nobody is valuable but this stupid fucking hierarchy of how much fucking money is in your bank account or how tall and beautiful you are is just horseshit. The world is literally just full of people too fucking stupid to see how fucked and awful this is.

People rant and rave about the male suicide rate and then do fucking nothing to prevent it because they don't really give a shit. It's all just performative horseshit. Why the fuck do I have to be expendable just because I was born with a penis? I mean I'm not saying it's good to cry all the time but this is just absolute dogshit. It's fucking torture. It's not fair at all. I'm so fucking fed up with this.

Nothing ever gets better, and even if it does you're always constantly having to do things so you never get to feel good about anything. There's always some fucking problem to fix or thing to do or whatever.

I immerse myself in films because I feel more alive watching someone else's story. I hate my fucking life so much. It's so banal and depressing. I wish real life was a fraction as good as the movies. Real life is awkward and boring and it never fucking ends and good people consistently get fucked but they never show that in the movies. They always show the fucking underdog rising to the top which never actually happens. The underdog just fucking shoots himself or something or gets murdered by some fuck brained douchebag over a $5 bill.

Everything is fragile and can be ripped away at any second yet you have to keep working and building regardless. All this shit will be dust one day anyway too.

Whenever I don't do shit I feel worse, but I don't see the point doing shit because I'll never have a life worth living anyway and I can never seem to get anything right or finish anything I'm working on because it takes so much discipline.

The modern world is a vapid, insane awful place, I just can't stand being alive in this century. The world has always been shit but fuck everything is just broken now. Like what the fuck do I have to look forward to aside from fucking dying?

What a miserable heap of shit. Just being slightly different from the average dipshit makes you an other and you'll never be perceived as a human being. You'll always be fucking walked over and shit on by these stupid fucktards.

I'm just over it.